WhU reaLLy CAres abT me?

juz bac hm frM a LOng day of eveNt...morning went to pray ah Gong death anniversary....then i long bang gODma car to PS to meet ching n kas for buffet at nihong mura...hehe..was cheap..oni 17 bucks....then went to shOP ard town n lastly went great world n accompany kelly for dinner n then lastly mOIVe of eliazbeth the golden age..nt tat nice....

eh..at diS poINt of time...suDdenly i m emOIng again...argh....juz kInda feel whU realLIe cares foR me..whU wil take initiative to ask me out...selDOm have....always is i ask pple pei me out...sumtimes i feel so thick skin...n even sum frenz i tink they dun have me in their heart as fren ba..mayBE a passerBY whereas i m so stUPid or idiot to Treat them like my best frenz..affected by hw they treaT me..even THough it means nth To them....or mayBE i nv reallIe care for them til i aslO dunO hw to console them when THey r dwn...tHey juZ dun turn to me when they r dwn?m i such a BAD fren? GUess i reaLlie duNO hw to console pple ba.other than sayig Take care..or can cal me if u wana taLK..but so far nO ones did ba....haixx.....

aslo sO long nv meet WC le...y like so many pple i aslo nv meet uP n drift frm them..wat am i doIN to my life....cariNG for pple whU DUn gave a daMN abt ME?i m so LOSt?whU to GUIde me?or juz THe emO moNSter is Bac witH me?

PS: nO proGRamme al the way til 02jan..poor me rite...m i a LONer??a LOSer??GNg to be left rotten at hm again..haixxx...T_T