Fear of RejEction frOm mY frenz?

hmmm...okie...2daY went to SHop wiTH jereMY..for whOle day...was tiring..help him CHoose his tshirt n jackets..ehheh..always be his image consultant....Muz charGe him consultation fee liao...=X...

Ok...anyWay...woooHooo....ANgela gt me a Pair of Tix to JJ siXology Concert dis SUn....definitely....PPle whu flashes to my mind is kassie,sh,Gh,celine....melvin,Sum1,ming seng.daniel,kIM long...so many..hahah..ultimately i of coz choose those JJ fanz 1st ya..coz i k brin oni 1.....so Kassie is nt freee coz dating..hahah..then SH exams ard the corner..so dun even nid to ask..n GH gt wedding dinner...n for celine..ahha..she like nt so siao JJ leh....although she like JJn she dun go out on sun!!....=p...so 4get it ya....melvin was in TW....so...Sum1 was the 1st i sms...hmm...even though i knew the ANs would be no..dunO y stil sms SUm1 ya...n i gt my ans beri late...n then was ming seng.....coz i realise he like JJ too....coz he sing JJ song..=p.....anyway..he dun wana go coz he gt many things to do.....n so i called daniel n kim long..end up was ah kim go with me...nt bad rite...i gt think of them de...hahah....

hmmm..there's 1 more clse fren tat i tHought of....hmmm...dunO y aslo....feel like asking..but coz of the fear of rejection..enD up i gif Up..maybe i duN have the courAge to FAce This frenSHip....is it Our frenshiP driFted so Much...or is it juZ nt IMpt....???is it AlwayS a Sry can coVer eVeryTHing....i was NT so emO..til Ytd..coz fiNDIng piX for Gor..n i searCH hiGh n low in every folder in my COmp...n i CAMe acRoss oUR PIX....hw I mIss ThE Times WHen We r CloSe....is It tat ppLE do CHange or i m CHanging???

i am WOndering hw LOng more B4 We wil mIt UP...n i even have this tinKIng..if i Stop taking the initiative..does it mean we r juz gnG to keep drifting......aLthough i dun wan this to be haPPening.but currently..it juz seems so......

PS: Y m i always havINg pple treAt me dis way...or i juz xiang tai duo?? T_T