8 Oct n the Count dwn starts to My bDAy

Time flies ya....ah mei concert is over...i have Pass the AUD to SUm1 le....n nw is 8 OCt le.....suM1 gona Fly in 9 hrs time.....hhahah.....so the COuntdwn starts.....til my BDay..n i shAll get the anS le......oh ya....

n 2daY chING suDDenLY sAId me...Y i bOthered so Much.......she DUn underStand me...haha...me..myself...dun underStand too....Maybe I juZ dun Wan THings to enD in a BAd State ba..i Dun waNA C repEAts of my tat sec frenzz...tat is the worse enDIng i EVer had.....

And then waS ah BEn...he aslo Said tat if were HIm...he woNt bOThered lo...he dun understand too..n no COmments...hahah..=X....2 person le....n was Christopher..the 3rd one wHU encourage me...but he tolD me thE truTH tat HE wouLD haCK aslo....hahaha...... I m so LOst...maybe i shouLD gif up?or do wat Christopher told me..juz Follow my hEart....

i M realLIe too tired of doing so muCH for a FreNship le.....n even my couSIn....ZIxiang..juz in case sum of u dunO i have a cousin..i do have a same age cousin lo!!!especially to MS KASsie....ahhaah...okok..bac to main tOPic..he aslo said no matter for frenship or relationshIP..it takes 2 hands to clap..his 1 yr 9mths bmt buddy can juz become strangers with him coz of SOC results..tats even worse rite..ahahah...okie...his pt is tat his frenz is angry with him..n whenever he msg or contact his frenz..his frenz dun boTher...but when the fren wana find him..he wil msg my cousin.wat a weird guy rite.....so...c the pT..it takes 2 hands to cLAP.....

Okie....i shALl STop Here..COz SH wana PLay mAPle..i shaLL divert my attention awhILE ba....

PS: 36 Days to my BDay...wHich is ASLo the day huh..we shAll c.....=X.......

Maybe i shld reALLie fly to find RObin n hiDe..ahahh..=X

FlashbAck from Sec to Poly to PResent

hmmm....this few days havent been studyINg at ALL....n staYIng up Late juz Tinking of My life.....n the frenz ard me....hmmm...lets start from sec schl ba.....

eh..during sec......of coz i have my sec frenz kas,gh,ching,sh n josh n ting..but all of us become clse oni after we left qtss except for Kas....aka potato queen...=X.....hmmm...ok..so bac to main pt....i was nv clse with mst of my clsmates in 3D....other than....one buddy name faVian......hmmm..a unique name rite....way bac them...was so clse....study 2gether...seat beside each other....wait for each other after CCa tat kind....realLIe no nid wori no one pei me wor...ahahaha....but it seems tat i m being use..maybe hes clse with me coz of tat bitch he like....anyway...when the bitch broke up with him....our frenship aslo ended....i cant believe tat.....

n u knw wat...we r stil in the same cls for 2 yrs....hw to survive....it was so heartbroken when ur buddy...walk pass u....n he totally treaT me as TRANSPARENT!!!! i waS so SAd at THat MoMent..anyway....after so many yrs..nw i found him again through facebOOk..i emailed him..with a little hope maybe things can be better..maybe we k be frenz again..but he ignored my email at all.....i cant believe tat..but life goes on..juz suddenly sad abT it....

hmmm......nw shall moVe on to mY poLY life.....as usual..1st sem was nt clse with any1....n 2nd sem.....gt to knw anOTher buddy....jeremy....a nice friendly chap...super socialable guy...walk to anywhere in schl aslo gt pple said HI to him de....anyway...also clse with him.....play MUONline 2gether...study 2gether,,,do project 2gether..n hes 4ever so smart..nv study..stil score so well....oh ya..n help him chase a gal...hahaha..like so fun rite....helP him called the Gal dwn..gif suprises...ahahah......anyway...he gt attached with tat gal......so i always light bulb..but i cant always do tat ah..so time goes..we drift too....hahah..anOther sad case rite......n the worse thINg...did he ever treaT me as his buDDy..i nv knw...mayBE hes juz tat kind of person tat DUn bOther ba.....n k u imagine..hes of one my closest fren tat i brin hm...we eat DInner with my famIly..ma chiam like his own hse....its gd to have such clse fren rite...imagine hw many of ur clse frenz knw ur family members..maybe coz of his outgoing character....hes nt sHY ba..ahahah....

PS: it took SH,kas,that whOLE gang quite a while to be familiar wiTH my familY..even they come my hse..mst of the time hide in my rm...=p.....

okie..i shall end here..i tink write too long n borin here..nt in right state to continue..coz the PResent is the worse then dis 2...or maybe i m juz tinking too mUch..i nid A REst....

I so sick of doing so much yet unappreciated...lOST SOUL.....

Theres meaning to the blue n yellow tat i use de...juz help myself remember in any case i ever 4get..blue is defintely jer flavour color....yellow shld be my sec fren favourite color..it seems to vade off in my mind..=X