depressed.....

hmmm....die...i m nt recovering even after the CHat with MS?hahah..my Thoughts haven been straightened out.......

Hmmm.....worse...at work.....sum1 trying to push 1 rubBish job to me...so SICK rite..haizzz..i said no..i dun care..but have a BAd feeling will kana.....argh...so SHitty......whOle day busy with so many things....

2weeks more....n i wil knw if i wil be confirmed.......is i cant work well or is coz pple r nt teachiNG well???i wonders?but i do feel the environment dun suits me..haizzz....maybe afteralL..interest is more impt for a joB..isnt it?

bac to Personal....i shall wait n see......pple can treat me as transparent..totally hapPily Living their life..withoUT me...so y shld i bOTher..isnt it?hopefuLLy i can reallie do it.....

hmmm...quite SUprised 2day...after so busy..i checked My hP....received a sms.....suddenly gt pple msg Me sum nice comforting words...whiCH i nv expect frm tat person....watever it is....stil feel the drift n the Gap....argh..DUno..so lost....

i shaLL go zzz le.....long day ahead 2ml......

PS:BaD Mood...waN said me eMO or wat..but dis is jUZ me lo.....

kTV

ok...I shaLL get My BloG aliVe ok.....stil have to wriTE here is beTTer.....hmmm..2day wenT ktv with MS n angela n her fren.......hahahha....all 2day like nt in gd condition wor...MS said his voice nt oPen..angela stil HanG over...muahahah..but i feeL they ARe sTIl proS lo.....=)

n Hmmm...i cant hit my si le dou yao ai...haizz..abit dishearted wor...dunO wat is Happening to me....>.<>
sianzz.....n then headed hm liao.....

oooo...last miN...wan eaT subway..with MS....hahah...this is my 1st time eatINg subWay with a freN wor...muahah..coz i always classify SUBway as expensive bread..=p

COokie...was nice...=)......

hmmmm...my tHoughts are in a mess now...thinking wat MS said....trying to understand n sort my thOughts out...hopefully can sort out my tHinking soon....=p....

sideTRack a Little...i m gng GENting soon..nw Malaysia gt H1n1!!!!haizz..so unlucky rite...celine was saying were we kana quarantine when we come bac..but my thinking was..it happened last fri..so all suspected case had already being take n quarantine wat..so shld be safe for this moment..i assume...pray hard......

Ps: i Happened to read sumwhere about sUm1 like suMthing....n i look carefuLLy..was a Gift i last Time gif...anywAY.....reallIe sianz wITh everYThing....

Nth realLIe mOtivates mE.....

to MS:i goT things to tel u...but i shaLL tel u when i c u ba..=p