2008 1st entry....

Nice sOng n lyrcis by xiao ZHu...2008..i alone at hm..countdin dwn..so sianz rite...hahah..counting dwn with TW..=p...gt jOLin n may day..ahah..n xiao zhU...

我不会唱歌

这首为你点播的歌

如果我先哭了 怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌 音阶一字不漏

不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖

曾握着就能感受你比我难过

谁写的歌词那么适合放手 我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音没有

我到底哭什么 哭什么明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是谁哭了

就算你不记得 这首歌唱完的是我

这首为你点播的歌 如果我先哭了

怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌 音阶一字不漏

不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖

曾握着就能感受你比我难过

谁写的歌词那么适合放手

我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音没有

我到底哭什么 哭什么明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是谁哭了

就算你不记得 这首歌唱完的是我

罗志祥-我不会唱歌

我努力唱完这歌 我忘了破音没有

你心里触动的 下一首已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼 我不怕剩我一个

只要你能记得

这首歌给我最爱的

WhU reaLLy CAres abT me?

juz bac hm frM a LOng day of eveNt...morning went to pray ah Gong death anniversary....then i long bang gODma car to PS to meet ching n kas for buffet at nihong mura...hehe..was cheap..oni 17 bucks....then went to shOP ard town n lastly went great world n accompany kelly for dinner n then lastly mOIVe of eliazbeth the golden age..nt tat nice....

eh..at diS poINt of time...suDdenly i m emOIng again...argh....juz kInda feel whU realLIe cares foR me..whU wil take initiative to ask me out...selDOm have....always is i ask pple pei me out...sumtimes i feel so thick skin...n even sum frenz i tink they dun have me in their heart as fren ba..mayBE a passerBY whereas i m so stUPid or idiot to Treat them like my best frenz..affected by hw they treaT me..even THough it means nth To them....or mayBE i nv reallIe care for them til i aslO dunO hw to console them when THey r dwn...tHey juZ dun turn to me when they r dwn?m i such a BAD fren? GUess i reaLlie duNO hw to console pple ba.other than sayig Take care..or can cal me if u wana taLK..but so far nO ones did ba....haixx.....

aslo sO long nv meet WC le...y like so many pple i aslo nv meet uP n drift frm them..wat am i doIN to my life....cariNG for pple whU DUn gave a daMN abt ME?i m so LOSt?whU to GUIde me?or juz THe emO moNSter is Bac witH me?

PS: nO proGRamme al the way til 02jan..poor me rite...m i a LONer??a LOSer??GNg to be left rotten at hm again..haixxx...T_T

BeLated XMas witH gor..

hmmm.....fiNally show gOr His bday present..my master piece..ahahha...eh..was reaLLie belated..=X....ok..he CHoose to have replace the missing piece n have to wait anoTher 2 mths..wahhaha...=X...

then we head to far east square....a chinese restaruant..food was nice..ambience nt bad..but no pple...was recommended by janet..but kinda ex wor...4get she high cls taste de...=X....
then me n gor went ride ard ann siang street..finally i knw is where le..but too late..i already bought for him ralph lauren.....eehhe

Headed to town n shop..2day went al branded shops..ahahh...went to PORter...saw a bAg i like...300!!OMG....i cant buy..buy le my trip wil be gone..aslo went burberry boquite...saw anoTher nice polo..aslo 240..haix..no more mONey le....then went to shop ard heeren..saw a nice jacket.tinking wana buy ma...eheheh....then went to uob n wana apply the platinum card..the stupid guy said can oni apply the ONE card..n his attitude was nt beri gd..shldnt have apply with him n let him earn the commission..ahaha...


PS: i THought i lOSt my digi cam..actually is i absent minded i left it at hm..ahah..so no pix yet...waiting for Gor to send me after he knock off frm wrk...will update in nxt blog...=)

Poly gathering

hmmm...2day met up with jeremy..wee jean n chelle for dinner....at the mahanttan fish market..hmm..indeed was much nicer than fish n CO la..fish n co CMI la..ahahah....hmm..n jer bought chocs for all of us..kinda suprise..coz we nv said gift xchange ma..eheh..hmm....he bought me my favourite royce choc chips..wahahha....yeah..was happy to receive it...sumtimes stil feel...wont it be gd if i m stil clse with him like last time..hwever....it is nt anymore....but at least he stil remembers wat i like..ahhaha..... went home quite early n buck into ken n his gf the bus-stop.... gng to finish my ghost hunt by 2nite..ehhe..ciaozzz

Mood: SlPy but wana finish my gHOST hunt..eheh...

my XMAS wasNT so gd.....

my Xmas was KInda Boring....wake UP,..watcH GhostHUnt....til almst 5...get ready to meet SUm1 for I AM LEGEND.....try to catch the train..miss it...had to make pple wait...anyway...VIvo was so paCKed....n the display screen tat shows the time for nxt train was 29mins..ahha..can u beleieve it?

by the time i buy drink al tat..when we entered the cinema..i miss the trailer of JAY MOIVE..ahaha...i was so excited la..n SUM1 ask me relax..haha...=X....anyway.....I AM LEGEND was nt BAD juz tat with a bad ENding.....then went to take sum pix..the XMAS tree at vivo is nice la!!!take a look below..;)

then went to walK ard....suM1 dun wana eat DInner...i was like argh..so weird la..meet like for the purpose of moive oni...anyway..went shop ard zara n topman...nth much nice..then i said no nice clothes n sum1 shoot bac me..coz u go for brands wat..i was like...argh..sad in my heart..i mean ya..i do go for brands..but vivo is al THose brands wat..if nt sHOp wat...haixx...then i juz quitely said go hm lo..since sum1 wana go hm....juz sum chit chat conversaion....on the way bac..til i alight....

then wat A xmas present i gOt b4 xams end..my com cant on..kinda hang...tried for hrs til 2am then it kinda recover....whiew...then i managed to back up al my photos..which is the mst impt to me.....n i m so sad..i msg 1 guy...telling him i lose al pix..n coz his lappy aslo gone..we dun have any copies anymore....i m sad...he msg me bac..i m nt in the mood to console u..i knw he have his problems to fan also..i dun wan u to console me..i juz wana let u knw hw sad i was...coz we aslo seldom take pix..haixx....

n my poly gathering kinda corp up...there r pple saying i nv cfm n they gt appoinments le.i was like...haixx..but i did cfm said dinner is 2nite wat..juz tat details wil be cfm..nw 2 nt attending gt 1 more worse...go zoo..so cant cum..haix..gt nth to say sia....

PS: mOoD nw is MOOdy...stil have to buy sum belated xmas presents..brain cells dead..duNo wat to buy....Hope my COm is ok.....

PreparatIOn fOR X'Mas...

Times Flies..i finished my guarD duty on 22 dec..n i went hm to slp almst for whole afternoon..was so tire la.....due to fri nite i went to an dong ni grandma's wake til 3plus in the morning...was tinking...since i cant attend the last day on sat..i wil pei him.....anyway..ahaha..guess my presecence is nt much needed coz gt 2 other frenz which i tink is more impt to him ba....maybe i bac to xtra again...maYBE i tinKINg toO mUch again....-X

anYway....on 23 dec..sun..i nv went to pei sh they al buy present...too tire n their last stop was to be at my hse doing the handicraft for josh...so i juz waited til..i guess 4 plus then they reached..they sure knw hw to drag also..ahhah..but i can rest aslo la..then we started doing the calender til almst 9 then we finish.....was fun doin..like so long nv do dis kind of handicraft..we drew out all 12 mths n decorate with glitter pen..n we highlight our bday as PUBLIC holidays...
ehheheh....

oooo..on XMAS eve..finally is josh bday.....i went to buy log cake in the noon..n went ntuc to buy sparkling juice..n wth la..i queued almst for 1hr....sporeans buy things like all is free..so freaking long queue...then bought the ginger breadman soft toy frm breadtalk for sh n ting as xmas present since i duno wat they nid aslo..ahahah..kinda last min...=X

wE finally met up at 4+ at cityhall...n all of us were late execpt ting..wahah...1st time wor..=X....ytd was the 1st day i saw josh since he left for spore..n he blame me n sh nv contact him lo...watever..=p....so we went tony roma's for dinner...food was kinda ex..but xmas wat..go where aslo ex la...unless u go foodcourt....then we went shop ard....n we saw the bUILD a bear sHOp..we waLK in n saw a KItty...it caUGht ting attention le..aahaah...was tinking wana get it hm..after much influence by us..she bOUght it..ahah..her kitty name is "FEI MAO"....coz it was fat...was fun seeing hw they stuff the cotton in..then buying dress for kitty..if have doraemon i aslo wil buy lo..hahaahaha.....

lasTLy went to buY my royCE chocs for tat SUm1..coz 2day is xmAS n will be catCHin I M LEgend later.....hope sUM1 will appreciate the darK cHOCs ba...oh ya..as usuAL...i m reaLLIe nt in tHE list of Card holderS.....i proVE mySelf...rIGht..ahah..DUnO wat i m tINKing...

aRGh.....my sec grpz like dun like to take photos..nt much photo was taking..yawnzz....so no pix....ahahha..i wil take more nxt time...

Ciaozzzz

my hari raya haJI..=X

hahaah..on 20 dec....i basically slack at hm til ard 7 plus then i meT up with my LOng lost budDY..mr JF..ahah..4ever so buSY...=p...and 4ever so tan til like malaya..anyway..he gt sunburnt til like a snake demon dropping skin..=X

anyway...i was late..ahah....wana eat food republic at 1st..but too many pple..we juz went walk ard..and c hw..n the streets outside wisma n taka aslo so crowded.....like CNY AT CHINATOWN LIKE Dis...ahah..then went to toys'r'us @ paragone...so small n nth de....lastly went to raplh lauren boquite again..n oMG my black gold polo t was NT on THE SHELVES!!!..they told me is out of stock..n other outlet aslo duN have..i sianz half..looKINg at other colors avaliable...n when i was abt to leave...ahah...maybe luck was on my side...they have 1 last piece..M size....n it fits me juz nice..i juz bought it..was so happy but super ex...coz is for XMAS season..i dun wana regret again...

IN the meanwHIle..luckIly chING was ard bUgis n suggested to meet us..so she reached PS earlier than us..n help us queued for cafe cartel.....me n JF both add st louis pork ribs coz nw gt promotion price..wahahah..=p...n cHINg oni ate the free flow of BREad..cOZ mr J basically took 2 loaves of BRead and every1 was looking at out table la..when they walk pASs..ahah..so pah seh..=X..n we cant finish it...=X

tHen saw her IPOD toUCH..so nice..with engraving of her name makes it unqiue one for her......both of us gOT sumthing we wan..=p ME n JF were laTE for mOIve...9.20..we went in at 9.40 stil haven start..Heng sia...n we watCHed wARLODRDs....like always oni watch action MOive with HIm....anyway..i find it nt bad leh..duNo y sum said nt nICe...ehehe...

PS: Quote of the DAy for my blog..=p..."DA Ge shi dui De" by Wu Yang(JIN CHENG WU)

HQ Cohesion and XMAs Outing wiTH deAN n ah CHIng

ON 19 dEc.....went to garden hotel for buffet lunch..was free..coz is HQ cohesion...but it sux...food was nt nice.....then reach there...kana scolded by robot.,...even spoILt my moOD to the Core..haixx......anyway..after tat..weNT to town....shOP ard with ben,jeremy n kok wei...and catch a moive Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium ..its sux la..waste of my money...n we al fell aslp inside....ahhaa....


Then i meeT ching at 6plus for dinNer at heeren...chiNG was late..Dean even more late..ahaha..while waiting i brought chinG to c the ralph laruen polo...agreed was nice but way too ex...in the end nv buy..n went bac to heeren....went to VILAGE but was damn long queue...we change to LEMON GRASS....it was nICe...but portion small the Desert manGO riCe was so delicious..yummy...eat liao so Happy..n when we left..saw DArren Tan outside..ahahah...


n we ruSH to PS to catch HEARTBREAK KID....was a hilarious moive.....n we took many pix after the moIve.....n we wenT to Catch the last bus Hm...ehehe....

PS: is a LOng Tire dAY but was a Fun DAy for me Tat Day....my early xMAS celebrAtiON with Dean N VEnICE....MERRY XMAS IN ADVANCE!!!

Life is FraGile

hmmm....2day weather was coOLIng in tHe mOrning..bac to cAmp..was sianzz....then afterNoon..was rainiNG heaviLY....dark sky...n ring ring..i receiVed a caL frM aN doNG ni....i was like..halo..yeah..his tone was ok...starting stil toking abit..whether qc with me..anot..thoUGht he wana ask wat things..then sudDenly he juz said..hmm..juz to inform me tat his grandma passed away...i kinda stunned..shocKEd...dUNo hw to console him....ask him to tc....coz i knw he quite clse with the grandma de...muz be feeLIng beri sad.....but guEss with his Char he wont show it out ba.....

Juz Got hm frm the wake..he looKS fine on the oUTside....hope he can get over it fast....oh ya..juz cant stand sum of his frenz..dun even knw basic customs of wake...juz feel like scolding them la..sumore older than me leh...wth man..haix....

y ReceNTly so mANy pple pasS aWay...my old neighBOur also passed away..my grandma goOd fren..i hear liao aslo shocked..haixxx...my sis said is juz a cycle of life ba....i juZ feel so weiRd..affEcted by it....n seeiNg an dong ni grandma reminds me of ah gONg..hw he suffered last time n fight agAinst cANCER..aRGH hate CANCER!!!!

Juz hope thINgs will turn beTTer for every1...=)

BoRed to THE maX!!

OMG...i been ROttin at hm for 2 days......i cant believE tat....nO one is free to go out with me or sum r juz slackIN at hm.....feELs kinda saD...T_T

anyway..end up doIN nth n watchin stars awArds......hmm..been in thoUGhts n finalLY deCiDed i wil stil buy xmas gift for them....althOUgh i feEL nt appreciate by them..or maybe tats the way they behavE ba..i juz have to learn n acCept..even if cant be gd FrenZ...i dun wan a bad endiNg....haven doNE my x"mas SHOpping....hope k get it done asAP.....n eh....tat sum1 is preparINg xMAS cards for pple....hope i m in one of the lisT...tat person actually took 24hrs prepAring 4 cards..like tinkin wat to write or wat..like hao you xing wor...i nv receive such card b4 ba..n actually i feeL....will nv have my share ba..will be as usual..i m in the forget ones list..haixxx..

sum bad news happend to qc xmas present.....angela didnt manage to get it in HK coz too many pple le...nw i duNO wat to get for him.......argh..n til nw i haven get the missing piece for gor puzzle....hope to show him my wrk leh..wait he tinks i bo xin for his present hw....ehhehe...me n him so Long nv meet le...
hAPPY thing is meeting up with my buddy ching soon for a gd feast..but shes always so busy sia..wahahah..hope to c her soon...with dean..wahahah..=p

juz feEL tat dis yr aint reallY a gd yr for me?hope nxt yr geT better ba......

RaiNY DaY...SaME As MY mooD

ThE RaIN has JuZ stOppED....in The afTernoOn..SudDenly juz came A HeaVY dOWnpOur foR so lOng....thE wEatHer seEms to be describINg my MooD....JUz tat i nv cry ba..ahhah...

Til nw was doIn nth other than watChin blEach-moive versiON...was quite nice..didnt knw when it came out...n on 22dec...the diamon dust reBellion is gng to COme out...tink main focus is on my fav captain..histugaya..ahah....his bankai so nice..ice type..n the dragOn.....

anYway...dont like the feeling of staying at hm on wkend but nO one is free to go out with me..haizzzz

Saw suM of the Old phOtos...it warms me up.stil in The struggle of wanting to buy xmas present for sum pple aNOT...hw?sumtIMes feel i do so much..til i m so tire..haizzz

oh ya..the funNiest thing is the 1st time tat sumone called my HP..haha..n i dun even realise my Hp was ringing..coz i use "Hao peng you" de ring tone...n my sis was stil saying me....ur hp ring u duNO one de ah..i was stil seating in the living rm....watchIn my tv..=X...anyway...called me was relating to wrk stuff...nt personal stuff..guess will nv cal me for personal stuff ba..juz always too busy or maybe juz a passerby in tat persON life...

5mths 2weeks to ORD..cant wait For it....

Dwns in mY life

hmm..so many things had happEnd after my 21St bday...to be brief..my 21st bday was nice..n luv al the presents...frm every1...gor one was mst shocking..but kana throw twice to pool sia..lazy to type out al details....=X..anyway..nt many pple read ba..or even no ones..ahha

Gt my exAM results..i faILED MY BIZ FInaNCe..wTF..1st time i faiLED my eXAm..haixx....toTally disappoiNted in myself n feel unlucky aslo i kana WIsDOm tooth juz right b4 my exam..haix.....

recently,came a MP..finally thOUght i hang over le..can be gd life..but FUCK UP...hes a bloody wolf in shEep skin...ytd was even more piss wITh him...argH...bloody fuckers..MP biG FUCK ah...nv do anything aslo can get 3 days off..i slog like hell..oni 3.5.......n the FUckING coMMandEr gAVe him staY out..so UNfaIR..wat right does he have..JUz becoz hes a 3sg..wtf man..then other 2 regULArs aslo stay in lo...fucker..yr 88 de..bLOody small kid...act like hes so smart....

2daY was BN fUN day....went to new watER center...was super bORing coz i been to it durIng BMT le.....went to wild wild wet....was fun for my 1st time there....reminds me of fantasy island at sentosa but was donKey yrs ago....tooK pix oni with jaspEr n ZH..the rest no pple wana take..sianzz... 1st time n jasper take pix...hahaha..my smile so fake..=X

tHEn at Nite went to VilaGe n eat...food was exactly same as MARCHe...duNO y chaNGE name..duN Bother abT it...=X....oooo..citibank gt 15% off...c..i always said tat is gd to have CR Card..hehe..=X...then wenT TO YOuth park help ZH cut cake....n we ruSH to PS with Chris,ZH n Jer...QC n An Dong ni nv went...dUNo y aslo......anyway..aFter mOIve..went bac to meet Them..coz they were there..but feel kinda weird...cant merge in topics or mayBE too sercetive tat i m nt clse enuf to hear it ba...so end up i aslo left early n i felt weird n extra aslo..haix.....
MoOD nw..feelINg lost...sad....DuNO whu to TalK to?hw....i nv even let those i feel clse de..to have my bloG..n nt eveN gor..aslo duNo wat i tinking....

PS: It DOesnt feel gd to be xtra and have u ever consiDer hw the perSoN feel whEN u SAid everyTHing in sarcastic mannEr.....T_T

I TreaT PPle as ur best fren/gd fren dOEsnt meaN pple wiL care or treat bac the same....